I now present to you: Cheesy
Do you need to me to leave you alone? I'm not sure I know how.
I kind of thought this would be easier, prior to now.
I can't help but read your words. I cannot help but dwell
in recalling past memories and thinking of how you fell.
That word 'fell' has come to mean more than one thing.
At first it was love, and now the heartache it brings.
I hate to think of your tears, confusion, or pain.
But trust me friend with these words I can't contain.
I've thought of you every day, but uneasy I feel.
My current state confuses me, but I'm hoping that one day we'll
look back and understand it all with the help of our God.
I pray He'll reveal the mystery of this road we have trod.
The upcoming changes ignite fear inside of me.
Thinking of our potential reality, what our relationship will be.
So to some degree, we're on the same page.
The contrast we thought existed should be differently gauged.
I don't think our mindsets are as contrary as you've said.
But what do I know? I've done too much looking ahead.
It was probably not wise, but I feel I cannot control my thoughts.
My emotions are scattered and they have done nothing but brought
us here to this uncomfortable place.
Confusion, defeat, and worry are written upon your face.
I'll admit that mine reveals the same.
Such an enigma this love recently became.
I don't want to lose you but should we let go?
I thought the answers were clear, but now I just don't know.
Haha, I suck.
But it's okay.
:)
I kind of thought this would be easier, prior to now.
I can't help but read your words. I cannot help but dwell
in recalling past memories and thinking of how you fell.
That word 'fell' has come to mean more than one thing.
At first it was love, and now the heartache it brings.
I hate to think of your tears, confusion, or pain.
But trust me friend with these words I can't contain.
I've thought of you every day, but uneasy I feel.
My current state confuses me, but I'm hoping that one day we'll
look back and understand it all with the help of our God.
I pray He'll reveal the mystery of this road we have trod.
The upcoming changes ignite fear inside of me.
Thinking of our potential reality, what our relationship will be.
So to some degree, we're on the same page.
The contrast we thought existed should be differently gauged.
I don't think our mindsets are as contrary as you've said.
But what do I know? I've done too much looking ahead.
It was probably not wise, but I feel I cannot control my thoughts.
My emotions are scattered and they have done nothing but brought
us here to this uncomfortable place.
Confusion, defeat, and worry are written upon your face.
I'll admit that mine reveals the same.
Such an enigma this love recently became.
I don't want to lose you but should we let go?
I thought the answers were clear, but now I just don't know.
Haha, I suck.
But it's okay.
:)
posted by Emily @ 10:32 PM
1 Comments:
Oh no, this doesn't suck at all. I call it your first Emily rap. It's pretty darn great.
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